Leaving

The pear tree blooms
outside your window
where it has grown tall enough
for you to perch on its branches
like the cardinals and blackbirds
that sing you awake.

The pear tree’s buds
are on the cusp of opening
greening, as the days warm
a verdant mosaic
promising seckel pears
that will ripen
while you finish growing up.

The pear tree knows you
knows the seasons of your childhood
its buds will give way to leaves
just as you will give way
to leaving.

one beautiful thing

it was the moon, yesterday
when I took out the trash
and the night felt like velvet

a thumbnail moon, floating
aloof in the sable sky
the illuminated crescent
smiling in this lost place

I stood there with my garbage
reflecting on how the moon
still takes my breath away
even after all these decades
even after sorrow unmade me
then remade me
even on a night when I worry
about the fate of the world